Sunday, February 28, 2010

Random

Heartbreak is . . .
realizing that the years you've suffered in silence-
the walls you've put up to hide your pain-
the projection of anger and rage-
have created a bottomless pit of guilt and shame
and have kept people away at a safe distance--
or made them jaded to your tears-
jaded yourself to the fury and hatred and hurt.

Heartbreak is . . .
being pushed to the brink-
physically emotionally verbally psychologically battered and broken--
frantically trying to escape the horrors of your existence.

Heartbreak is . . .
after finding the courage and strength and desperation,
reaching out for help
and being rebuffed by the person who swore to always take care of you
from the moment you were born.

Heartbreak is . . .
being discarded
and alone.

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